Broken foot

It happened on July 18th, around 8:00pm. After saying farewell to Stephan for his China trip, I went to play basketball with Prad and Leo. I actually just sprained the foot myself and did not think to be too big a deal. But after a long hour rest, I thought it might start to become something big.

The next day, I went to a hospital in China (since i have to do this to claim insurance..) to check on the leg. Thanks to Niki taking care of me all the time there or else I really wouldn't have been able to do all these things at that damn f*cking hospital. Well as usual, there were many people just standing outside the door waiting for it to be opened and rush in without any certain kind of lining up. But finally after a little while, we did get to go in, when the first thing the damn doctor did (without looking into too much detail) was to tell me to take a x-ray. So I thought what the hell, maybe he'll have a better look later. Anyhow, went to take the X, had to wait an hour for it... finally got the x ray with a piece of paper saying that I have a cracked bone from the x ray guys... went back to the doctor thinking that he might have a closer look at it. But then when we got back, there were even more people inside the damn fucking doctor's room which pissed me fucking off, firstly, then after taking a look at the X ray and the paper, he just told me to get a cast... I thought - "vut!". Oh well, I thought it was for the best so I went to get a cast... and headed home...

Getting a cast is damn horrible! First, you lose the most enjoying thing that can possibly happen in the morning - nice hot shower. It even makes a simple task like playing a dvd, to become a quite difficult task. Plus having to leave this thing on for around a month is quite depressing. So, by proving to myself that I am still a useful person, I come to work, go out a little, try to go around as much as possible... but still I feel this depression... I keep on thinking to myself that one month will be really quick.. but it already feels like I had this on for so long. Everynight I sleep I could feel that bugger twitching on my leg...Just the idea to crack it open and feel free again is tempting my nerves..

Anyhow, I must go to a Hong Kong doctor these days to confirm the results from China doctor. Maybe take a few more X rays and get a new cast, but that's fine. It's not going to take long... I just need to be patient then I will be free again...